I understand,
What is the reason to staying there? Am i no enough for these?
I'm so fucking emo right now, i don't know why. I just FUCKING HATE MYSELF FOR STAYING AT THERE. Sighs, do you know what im talking about? No right? If your reading this, im sorry. ; I know im wrong, but im still doing this, why am i so useless, thanks to her, finally i understand what im doing. But if i go to the correct ways, what people will think of me? They will think im silly or what? Maybe im thinking too much for this, but I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE USE THEIR FUCKING WORDS TO SAY ME. I'm enough for this, why they never think before talking to me? Their words are hurt people easily but they never feel sorry for this and they never stop to doing this. So maybe thats the reason for staying there, because im scare. But i don't know what the fuck is scary about. Sobs. ):
To everyone i know; im sorry.